I have so much going on in my mind right now that I can't keep my thoughts straight. I don't know if I can handle another 8 weeks of school before taking a break. I'm frustrated right now. I can't keep up with my work. I can't even concentrate on my work for 5 minutes, let alone, concentrate on trying to get this house clean. I'm beyond exhausted with myself and I need a break, but if I walked away for one day, this whole house would fall to pieces and David would probably pull what's left of his hair out. LOL This is ridiculous! All I want is a relaxing day to myself. I want a spa day... No, I NEED a spa day. I keep putting it off because we need the money for other things, but I'm about to lose my mind... and that will cost more money in the long run if I do lose it!
Nadia was sitting on the pot this morning, yelling for me to wipe her butt. The baby was in his playpen screaming to get out. The tv was blaring cartoons and all I could do was sit there with my hands over my ears for five minutes just trying to get my head straight so I could stop everything...
Then it clicked...
1) Turn the tv off
2) Binky for the baby
3) wipe Nadia's butt
4) make a bottle
5) feed baby
6) Nadia snack
7) Nadia for a nap
8) David for a nap
9) Pick up toys
10) DONE
Something so simple just couldn't find its way out until first finding peace and quiet.
