It feels like its been ages...

So, I haven't been up here in a while.  I have one follower (haha).  Hi Aunt Bobbie!

Its definitely been a while.

So, I'm engaged.
I'm 12 credit hours from achieving Junior status at my university.
I've got 2 kids.
I've got a house to start remodeling (well, start drafting a remodel).
I'm bored out of my gourd.

Honestly, I'm not even sure I know what to write at this very moment.  I put my rant up on my other blog.  I guess I could start with a little something about my family.

So I got into genealogy this past week.  Paid for 6 months of Ancestry.com and everything.  The only problem is, I've started a few trees and I've gotten pretty far with my dad's side of the family and my mom's adopted family, but I have no information on my biological family other than a few birthdays.  I really would like to track the family back, but I don't even know if mom knows who her biological father is.  I've asked several times and she told me that she tried to contact him, but the problem is, she won't tell me what his name is.  She never has.  Its supposedly been YEARS and I have no idea.  Maybe he's a good guy (we can only hope) and maybe he's like the rest of (most) men around here (a sperm donor.)  Who knows?  I can't pass judgement on someone I don't know anything about.  I used to, but its not in my nature anymore.  I've grown up past that.  Besides, someone who may be considered nice by one, may be considered an ass by another.  Its all in impressions and how you take to someone's "sense of humor"... or in some cases, lack thereof.

Wisdom comes, not from age, but from experience.  Well, I guess I've experienced a ton of shit to make it where I am today.  I've been told that I look at things from a completely different perspective from others my age.  I tend to follow all aspects of a conversation or debate, rather than focusing on one side, unless I undoubtedly believe that one side is correct.  I can still see where others can base their arguments. I am to the point where I can even acknowledge my mistakes (if I feel like I want to) or just let them go.  Sometimes I wonder if my memory has become a thing of the past.  I can't always remember things, so if I get them wrong, I usually just shrug them off or admit openly that I'm wrong (most of the time I shrug them off without saying anything.) LOL

Damn, I'm out of Mountain Dew... this sucks.  Well, I guess this blog is best left to another night.  I might just crash here on this nice leather couch I call my own.  Cheers!